It doesn't matter what you've heard. Impossible is not a word. Just a reason for someone not to try. Everyone is scared to death, when they decide to take that step. Our on the water, it'll be alright. Life is so much more than what your eyes are seeing. You will find your way, if you keep believing!

These are lyrics from a song that keeps playing over and over in my head...seemed fitting to share them!

Joy

I am not sure how or why I have so much joy in my heart with all the loss I have suffered in 2011 but I can honestly say I am happy and joyful. It is so nice to be happy! I would change a lot of things about my past but I can't...all I can do is live for the present! That is just what I do...I do not look ahead I look up and thank God everyday for all of the amazing blessing He has given me. I am truly happy and full of joy. I am a new me! It feels great!

and how can I not be joyful?? Just look at my babies!!

Future Rock Star!

2nd Tooth Fairy Visit!

Morgin lost her second tooth on Friday. This is actually the first loose tooth she had and it had been loose since October and ust fell out! She came into my classroom to show me after it happened and I am not sure who was more excited...me or her! I can't believe my little girl is losing her baby teeth! Time needs to slow down!

Brady...I Mean Freddy!

So my son is obsessed with Scooby Doo, so much in fact that he has changed his name to Freddy! It is frustrating and funny in all the same breath! Everytime I say "Brady..Do this," Brady will instantly correct me and say "Freddy! My name is Freddy" It is every single time someone says his name! He won't do what is requested of him until I say Freddy....what a boy!!

It's back!!!

Yay! I just got my SUV back...ahhh..I feel so much better!

No Offense....

to any van drivers BUT I hate driving a mini van! In a previous post I told you about backing into a pole...well my rental car is a HUGE mini van! I actually thought I may want one some day.....SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!! LOL
I will stick with my SUV and you will probably never see this Mommy driving a van!

A Season of Unlikely Happiness

breaking the silence...............

Yes Eric and I spilt up, I am not going to say that I am happy about it in the least but it is what it is. I am not going to get into the gory details but I can say that ALMOST all of the rumors that are going around about both Eric and I ARE NOT TRUE!!! If you haven't heard it from the horses mouth than it is probably not true..... I can't believe the things I have heard about myself and Eric. It is very humorous to me that people have nothing better to do than to talk about things that are non of their concern.

I have embraced this "Single Mommy Hood" the best I could and if I do say so myself I am doing an AMAZING job! (not to sound cocky...lol)

As the title of this post says...Even though I have been through some very BAD times in 2011...I am surprisingly happy with my life. I have proved to MYSELF that I am a strong person. I keep up with the kids and take them here and there, I keep up with the house, and all my bills are paid and I have gotten to know who I am. I have used this time to get back to me. I feel good about myself, I smile and have fun. I have met some really amazing friends through this season (that's what I am calling this time of my life). One thing that I have learned is that holding grudges hurts no one but myself...I have learned that forgiving people for wrongs is very freeing...It has made me a new person....someone I am pretty proud of actually. Some of my friends jokingly call me the "New Sarah" and I am ok with that because I am not so proud of the person I was before....

I am doing great and have learned so much! I can truly say that I am happy!! There is no better feeling!