A Season of Unlikely Happiness

breaking the silence...............

Yes Eric and I spilt up, I am not going to say that I am happy about it in the least but it is what it is. I am not going to get into the gory details but I can say that ALMOST all of the rumors that are going around about both Eric and I ARE NOT TRUE!!! If you haven't heard it from the horses mouth than it is probably not true..... I can't believe the things I have heard about myself and Eric. It is very humorous to me that people have nothing better to do than to talk about things that are non of their concern.

I have embraced this "Single Mommy Hood" the best I could and if I do say so myself I am doing an AMAZING job! (not to sound cocky...lol)

As the title of this post says...Even though I have been through some very BAD times in 2011...I am surprisingly happy with my life. I have proved to MYSELF that I am a strong person. I keep up with the kids and take them here and there, I keep up with the house, and all my bills are paid and I have gotten to know who I am. I have used this time to get back to me. I feel good about myself, I smile and have fun. I have met some really amazing friends through this season (that's what I am calling this time of my life). One thing that I have learned is that holding grudges hurts no one but myself...I have learned that forgiving people for wrongs is very freeing...It has made me a new person....someone I am pretty proud of actually. Some of my friends jokingly call me the "New Sarah" and I am ok with that because I am not so proud of the person I was before....

I am doing great and have learned so much! I can truly say that I am happy!! There is no better feeling!